oh, this is gotta be a good life

YOU SEE MY QINGYI? ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Jean! ♥ ♥
Charlene Porima! ♥
CHEN LILI, SHE IS SUPER TALL. 1.96m!!!!!
Yu MeiLing. ;)
Cassandra Soh :3
Chen HuiFen! MVP FOR SINGAPORE. ♥
NURUL!! SHE IS SUPER CUTE.
CHARMAINE SOH, SHE IS SUPER CUTE I SWEAR ♥
PREMILA ♥ ♥
SHELBY! :D

Hi! I'M BACK FROM NATIONS CUP. And I really enjoyed myself thoroughly throughout this whole week, i've learnt a lot from these super zai players, got closer to the netballers and we rock. (; HI FAITH IF YOU SEE THIS I'M STILL VERY HYPER. :3 my mum say i very noisy cause i keep chanting "qingyi qingyi qingyi qingyi qingyi qingyi" ♥ hehehe. the finals ended with 51-41, fiji winning singapore! But Singapore put up a great fight and i'm super proud of the girls. ♥ hehe. and after everything, seniors, jiaxue and anabelle left :) after the prize presentation, we went down to take photos with the players!!! Simone left early awww, then left me&faith, and faith's friend, Dorothy i think. :D We took pictures with them, (as above) and they are really friendly and sweet and cute and nice. Oh and coach vivian recognized us!! Cause she was the one who told us we could go down and take pics with the players. That's just so...... AMAZING. Seriously.

-i'm really a very happy kid- HEHE. oh and faith! i decided to preserve that cover that Qingyi signed, hehe MICKY AHHH~ then i buy new cover hehehe. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

one of the best days of my life :)

brighter than the sun

Rachel Crow, you are wonderful, don't let them bring you down. You have an ultimate future. DAMN I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY VOTED YOU OFF. You are amazing dear! Don't ever give up, your voice is an inspiration. America will regret for sending you away, and so will Nicole. The sky's the limit baby.

Darling, you're brighter than the sun. :)

every teardrop is a waterfall

Okay hi, i'm back to blogging hahaha. I'm so bored now and idk what dramas to watch so i'm spamming Ellen! :3 hehe, she's awesome. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krxgYqVdOG0 watch watch, its the "Ellen Siri Commercial" so its basically her talking to siri and its hilarious. :3 HAHA so i went to toa payoh stadium yesterday to watch the nation cup. :) singapore is so good!! love cassandra, shelby, jean and QINGYI. :) okay so i'm going back there to watch again, its awesome yo. :) anywayzzzz, holidays is gonna be over really soon, i need to start preparing for school next year, i'm gonna be serious and really study. :)

tell me why, you're so hard to forget, don't remind me, i'm not over you.

i have nothing

omg i really hate it when you have cramps and you have to complete the beep test and your centre of gravity shifts downwards and you need to bend down :( -uncomfortable- yay, i survived today's full day training yay yay yay :3 i'm so happy, but it was certainly quite slack and all so yeah x) oh and nations cup is coming soon omg omg in like 3 days! :) i wanna watch and get season pass and slack my ass off there and hopefully know the sport better :) from now onward, we would have to do the mandatory 100 for 5 sets after every drill and plz give me the honour to remind you how tiring that is :( :( TIME FOR ME TO IMPROVE MY STAMINA.
i feel really sad that the judges namely LA REID, NICOLE AND PAULA sent DREW home, they sent home such a wonderful and beautiful and naturally talented girl. this is their lose, seriously. all they wanted was to go against simon, let me tell you this, YOU LOST YOUR FREE ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE REST OF THE SHOW. her vocals and range is amazing, but all you guys do is crush a girl's dream. hey, you seriously think marcus canty is better? i hope when you wake up in the morning you receive hate emails and letters and calls and no company wants to sign you and all you just die. i'm really sad. :(

when you say nothing at all

hi faithsy don't you think spongebob squarepants is cute? (; hahaha i mean seriously. :) ahhh i'm feeling quite uneasy now cause there's full day netball training camp tomorrow at dunman and that is something very worrying. :( it'll be physical and all, we'll be like doing long runs and suicides etc. okay wish myself good luck.

christmas is around the corner! :3

something 'bout love

HAHA I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT ♥
HAHA OLD LADIES. (y)
i'm feeling reluctant to throw away all my homework throughout this year xD i feel somewhat attached to them, okay -weird- :3 anyway training was fine today, ran the new route and did some physical stuff but overall its still acceptable. i've gotta keep improving my stamina, this won't do. :( and afterwards i ate with faithsy in subway HAHA had some meaningful talk with her ;) she's so cute. (: and then now i'm back to not knowing what to do and i'm kinda bored. being a babysitter really ain't my forte but i'm trying real hard to tolerate my bro. guess i should receive an award for this.

i wanna do something special for the netballers this christmas but i don't know what to do, should i or should i not~ i want so many things for this christmas its a wonder if i'll even get any one of them :3 awww, but i got a feeling this christmas would be memorable. (i have this feeling every christmas!) christmas is such a wonderful time, although i'm not a christian. :)
oh and this is out to John Paul Koh who might or might not be reading my blog, HAHA I REALLY LIKE BEING WEIRD. (;

we found love in a hopeless place

ain't this cute? :3 HAHA. no flowers but some carrot-like thingy, aww this guy is sweet.

but my perspective of a relationship isn't changed, HAHA I WILL NOT CAVE IN.

i feel so restless now cause there's training tomorrow and on thursday i have my appointment omg omg. i need to go back to CGH to check my ankle and hopefully it'll be fine, my mum really wants the doctor to give me an MC. but how long can i really run away from my problems? rather i face it head on (: i'm supposed to be like doing heymath cause tomorrow must hand in all the homeworks. i'm dead, seriously.

i want and need so many things for christmas! i hope santa loves me so much he buys it all for me. pretty pretty plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

and we're standing side by side.

the one that got away

hahaha i'm quite pleased now because the open house was somewhat a huge success! :3 yay in the end i was in charge of english so the chinese script was like.. for nothing x) but i'm so happy now hehe and i bought bubble tea to treat myself! yesss i'm a happy girlzzzz. (: i really need to start doing homework and start training myself cause i know i'm not fit, as what coach said :(
you better run, run, run, run€€ :b

rumour has it

okay i'm feeling super uneasy and queasy now and i don't really know why. i'm really really starting to slack a lot, i haven't been doing any studying which is treachery in my dictionary. no actually its because tomorrow's the open house and i haven't memorized the script. i am freaking out. i have about 4 pages to memorize which is basically 4000 words?! that's a lot really, and on top of that my maid just totally left us and i'm at home alone with my bro cause i have to babysit him, which really isn't my niche but i don't mind :3

rumour has it.
okay i really need to start memorizing and i'm gonna skip training tomorrow because of the open house, i feel super guilty and i maybe i should just like.. go for training? x) -guilty- shit sia x.x i'm about the worst kid ever.

complain brings about the worst feeling ever.

hold on til the night

okay as you can tell, i've decided to change my blogskin, hahaha its really an impulse kinda thing and i'm also starting to regret :3 anyway i'm blogging from my blackberry now so it might seem a little weird but its actually okay :) anyway i haven't finish doing the tagboard and i haven't linked anybody, i will do it tomorrow. oh man, its getting late. i have no music now, since my mp3 spoiled and my parents refuse to purchase a new one cause they say i'm rough and can't take good care of it etc etc. but i can :( oh well, good night babes. oh, and christmas will be real soon, excited excited!

don't wanna go home

YOU DOPE. you actually believed she was so nice to grant you your wish, ha in your face you got owned by an old woman who unbelievably looks like a witch and acts like one too.

i've been keeping busy all the time, just to try to keep you off my mind.
oh and some juniors, namely chloe&faith (ha if you ever see this, hello!) suggested that i should change my blogskin and i don't see why shouldn't i, so i might. these few days. when i get inspirational cause i tend to change EVERYTHING about that blogskin wth wth. i know i'm just so fussy. OH and some netballers are going overseas soon y'know. -whines- i wanna go too, have a break from training but i'm just this poor fellow here cause i'm financially disabled. :(
technically i should be surfing the net for some awesome books to hunt but haha i recently have loads of books :3 like 5 more for the week and its more than enough since i take average one book per day! i realize that i have nothing to do so i shall go hunt for blogskins. now i have more people to stalk. MORE PEOPLE = CHLOE AND FAITH HAHAHA.

if you ever see this dear, i'm not abnormal, i'm just bored.

can anybody hear me.

gold forever

okay i have to admit that this guy is so damn bloody hot. :) BUT TONIGHT I'M LOVING YOU.

had self training in the morning and i almost died during the run, lousy pok. forever. and there's like 8 rounds tomorrow and like what, 5 sprints on the hill outside of school, the extremely steep and tiring one. OH WELL. fitness session remember, improve my physique and build a strong built! oh yeah, must build my arm and calf muscles alr!!!!!! i need to improve my stamina and my passes and my grip and my shooting. oh damn, that's a lot of work.

-don't know where we going, don't know who we are, i can feel your heartbeat

butterflies butterflies we were meant to fly, you and i you and i colours in the sky

i just hope tomorrow will be fine.

what if

life is so full of shit. i'm so busy nowadays with god knows what. okay actually its mainly netball, netball and more of netball. i mean, i don't mind, its fitness training for me eh? i'm so tired i can just fall asleep without a bed. okay maybe not. -tired-

see i don't even have time to read anymore! took 3 days to finish "one day" when i could have finished it in one day! one day is over rated, really, the book is confusing and idek. and i dislike cliffhangers, oh c'mon, JUST GIMME THE DAMN ENDING. but it is still a technique, so whatever. i'm so inspired by the main character to pursue your dreams. the best of relationships blossom from a friendship.

Sometimes you are aware when your greatest moments are happening, and sometimes they rise from the past. Perhaps it's the same with people.

someone like you

nevermind i'll find someone like you, i wish nothing but the best for you too, don't forget me, i begged, i remember you said, sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
I totally adore girls who read. :) Oh, I saw this awesome book when i was google-ing nice books reviews. :) Looking for Alaska by John Green. Its so awesome, you just have to read it yourself. The book is actually divided into two parts and its rather suitable for our age group, so GOGOGO. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Looking_for_Alaska I swear you'll enjoy it :)

OH AND ANYONE WHO MANAGES TO FIND IT PLEASE INFORM ME. i'll love you.

I wanna introduce another good book that I read in like sec 1 but I've recently found it again. :) Sundays at Tiffany's by James Patterson. He is one of my top favourite authors, I totally adore his Alex Cross series. :3 -gushes- Oh, Sundays at Tiffany's is basically talking about this girl who had an imaginary friend when she was young, she fell in love with him ever since (vice versa), but ironically, she met him again when she was much older. They remembered each other and fell in love once again, but it wasn't suppose to happen cause you can't actually suppose to remember your childhood friend. All in all, its a great love story. Oh, and the guy Michael slowly regains his humanity and they lived happily ever after. :) If you're wondering why Sundays at Tiffany's, well its because when Jane was young, they used to eat ice cream at this shop called "Tiffany" with Michael every Sunday :)

you and I

i can feel your heartbeat

without you.

Okay holidays are extremely fun BORING BABY.

training take up most of my week and its like, okay i'm just being socially awkward

i've been doing a good lot of reading and i'm very proud of myself :b

okay besides being very self absorbed, i'm also self indulgent, i rock your ass bby

oh and i realized they finally updated blogger, LIKE FINALLY. one in a million

i'm getting my books tomorrow and i'm super excited to start studying

-weirdo-

LOVE YOU ALL BYE.

stop trying to steal my heart away

zac effron is about the hottest guy on earth. well, besides alonso that is ♥

one in a million

"Let's take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, its like learning to fly, or falling in love."
No baby i don't want you here, no baby i don't want you to go away, no baby i don't not like you. STOP ASSUMING. Learn to absorb and just move on. C'mon, its the 21st century baby!
ONE STEP AT A TIME.

just a dream

I was thinking of you, thinking of me, thinking of us, what we gonna be, open my eyes, it was only just a dream. How many times in life we wished we were someone else. Yet in someone else's life, they would wish you too. But yes, oh how i wish i didn't give you any hopes, how i wish i didn't even start texting you, because at the end of the day, i'll still hurt you in one way or the other.

#emopost.
I'll just let nature take its course.
They might say hi, i might say hey, but you shouldn't worry, about what they say cause they got nothing on you baby, nothing on you baby. ♥

with your love

HAHA THIS IS SO CUTE.
It shocks me to which how a person can change his personality to suit others so easily. Is manhood really that hard to find now? Where's the righteousness and integrity. Oh, lost in a world so faraway! Open your eyes to the wonders of the world. :)
Just finish reading "Dracula", its a nice classic! The olden language is cool yo. "I be your maiden man for you be the pretty fair Madam Mina!"

I'm feeling at the top of the world with your love.

infinity

i never ever regretted meeting you but why do you have to make this so difficult? for one, i am not ready! i only want the best for you right, SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO THIS TO ME. you're freaking torturing my fragile mentality. LOL THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE HEARTBREAKS.

we were never meant to be.
i thought we were infinite, guess it turned out opposite.

major disappointment

okay got back all my results, it's a major disappointment. And i expected oh-so-much from EOY. Guess i had nothing better to do....

I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE, but since I've decided on my combi, i'll put forward my decision and i'll not regret it. damn i will regret. LET'S GO LET'S GO, SEC3 CHIONG.

when you say nothing at all

only girl in the world

i'm posting again because this woman made me laugh out loud.

if its too tiny, click on the picture, it'll be enlarged.

would you hold it against me

i am gonna make full use of my time

bullshit. i'm doing nothing at home but staring at the computer, lazing with my book over every corner of the house. and the book is damn good. "devoured" talking about how a ghost (oh the main character's twin sister), who unfortunately died in a car accident comes and save the girl (Megan). oh, and the plot is revolving around snow white, which means Megan is snow white? if you get what i mean, i make no sense. ohwell. and yes, the ghost (Remy), is cool shit yo. she conjures river water because she was drown in one? and yes, the power of love.

i wished i had a twin sibling, won't that rock my bored ass.

okay i'm done here, bye. and if you're wondering if i'm scared for my results. yes, i screwed EOYs so badly i wanna cry on my bed hugging my darling heffalump, too bad even the elephant's pissed with me, or i'm just pissed with myself.

your love is my drug

Okay, its over. It was all quite difficult but acceptable. Have been spamming Holocaust documentaries and podcast. It is depressing the shit out of me.

The end of EOY marks the start of a more challenging year, are you prepared? okay i've asked myself that question incessantly. but the answer remains an unknown. even if i attempt to solve the unknown with algebra, i'll never work it out.

bullshit

bastard

Babe, you changed so much. It has never been like this, this bad. You changed into something/someone that i don't even know right now, look what hatred has done to you.

Stay on the right track.

Good luck for eoy, all out :)

suck your ballz

I think you are fucking insensible. Sorry for the profanities.

Its immoral for you to "playplay". Is that all you know in life? To play? Your life is so so so damn shallow. To think i even defended you when the others defended travier, now i realized, you're not worth my fucking care. You think everything in life is just a plain game? You're wrong. You can't steal from a shop and tell the manager or boss or whatsoever that you're just playing and you mean no harm. They won't let you off. I hope something or someone shakes you out of your senses, soon you'll come to realize how stupid and foolish you are to even lie.

(N) when you care for others and all they return is shit and you're like fml.

I wish you die in a hole if you continue such treachery. I'm so glad this year is almost over. The class is screwed up yo. Immature bitches.

Pictures of you

The four of us. :)

Birthday girl.

Hi darling. ♥

Pictures of you, pictures of me, hung upon the wall for the world to see.

Mid Autumn festival celebration in school, it was quite fun :) Pictures on facebook! Yess so i realize that the netballers are really dark. Hahaha but its good too, easy to differentiate. :) And so yes. Nothing much to say. Let the pictures speak for me.

"Guess i meant nothing to you."

Make the dream alive

Make the dream alive. Tomorrow's the english proposal writing test and i'm slacking off here. Rotting in front of the computer and doing absolutely nothing. I hope i don't fail tomorrow :)

Eoy's are round the corner. Last lap, give it your all! Good luck.

Your destiny lies in your hands.

Jar of hearts

Once a wise man said "The girl who would still love you after you've broken her heart will be the girl you're looking for" Sweet stuff is sufficient to blind you for the moment, but is it really enough to last you through a lifetime relationship? How is it exactly that one finds true love, unfortunately, this is an vicious cycle. Nobody knows the answer.

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul, so don't come back for me, who do you think you are.