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 elephants are so darn cutieeeee, man, how i love them. :) hehe anyway talking about elephants, let me write about my dream (: all in all, i dreamed about elephants, duh. I dreamed that I adopted a 3 year old elephant called Elfie and it was the prettiest thing I ever saw in my life (or dream!) ~hands down~ oh my darling Elfie when will I actually meet you in rl :( damn it, so anxious to grow up and support myself so i can provide for elephantsssss. Determined to adopt one. :))))))))))

 Like Simone said today, happiness is created by the mind. And rather often, people force themselves out of happiness for sake of, nothing. There is a certain type of sadness you can get addicted to :-) albeit how unpleasant being sad is, being sad is part and parcel of life and well, its beneficial. talking about this just reminds me that I haven't completed my holiday homework and god am I depressed about it. but am i doing anything about it? no, that's where I realized I have really bad time management and I tend to comfort myself. Giving myself excuses every single day doesn't help a shizz and I can't really be bothered anymore. SCHOOL PLEASE FASTER START I need someone to discipline me cuz i'm just way too... slack?

And that monster is yours truly.