Thursday, June 21, 2012

turn up the music

 elephants are so darn cutieeeee, man, how i love them. :) hehe anyway talking about elephants, let me write about my dream (: all in all, i dreamed about elephants, duh. I dreamed that I adopted a 3 year old elephant called Elfie and it was the prettiest thing I ever saw in my life (or dream!) ~hands down~ oh my darling Elfie when will I actually meet you in rl :( damn it, so anxious to grow up and support myself so i can provide for elephantsssss. Determined to adopt one. :))))))))))
 Like Simone said today, happiness is created by the mind. And rather often, people force themselves out of happiness for sake of, nothing. There is a certain type of sadness you can get addicted to :-) albeit how unpleasant being sad is, being sad is part and parcel of life and well, its beneficial. talking about this just reminds me that I haven't completed my holiday homework and god am I depressed about it. but am i doing anything about it? no, that's where I realized I have really bad time management and I tend to comfort myself. Giving myself excuses every single day doesn't help a shizz and I can't really be bothered anymore. SCHOOL PLEASE FASTER START I need someone to discipline me cuz i'm just way too... slack?
And that monster is yours truly. 

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

and its all coming back to me now

 i'm just like thinking of her now :*
 the retarded things 2F would do together :3
 HEY I LOVE MY BRENDA AND JOHN. ^-^
 my darling :3
GOD KNOWS HOW STUPID JEREMY IS.


i'm just like ~oh god i miss my 2F~ while watching france vs england RIGHT NOWW. ok lol its like 2 weeks into the holidays and yup i've been less productive than gays. nahjk. reading every single day way into 1/2am then waking up at 10am, my lifestyle resembles such a pig now i know i know. and hey i'm actually thankful for the people that stayed in my life okie, and those who actually/eventually/unfortunately left. :) ok glee-ing every single day, watching them sing and act is like........ watching my babies grow up, somehow. i'm a proud momma y'know. ;) anyway insomnia in a few days keke and i'm excited for it yay! ^^ I'M GONNA HAVE SO MUCHY FUNNNZZZ *-* renewed passion for Alonso, when will it ever die down? hopefully never, ALONSO HAS BEEN MY EYECANDY FOR 5 YEARS- and counting. :B god knows how much i adore that hotass.






and yes people, please watch that. :) i go crazy over that song and its been in my head the entire day :)) i really like glee and i dont understand how and why people dislike them but ohwell. preferences, ~reminds self~ back to the match. this is an untimely post because i realized i've neglected my poor poor blog. ok bye. :))))))))) TATA lovelies :*