It was never easy

Maybe its just me.
Don't let him go this time already dear.

Why is it so hard for someone to put a foot forward and overcome her fears? Of course its difficult, it was never easy. But to have guts, to have the courage or just simply the motivation to move forward, that's just what we all need. Where do we find the courage and determination then? We find it from the people we love. If you really wanna do it, keep him with you, nothing can obstruct you. But now you're having thoughts of giving him up.. I know its tiring and all, but just imagine the sweet bliss when you had really won over your mindset. Just imagine what its like to be with him, like literally with him. Its not ethical to let someone as devoted as him wait that long, the more he's devoted, the more he's gonna hurt when you leave him bleeding. You need to mend him, and not give yourself extra burden. You can do this, you can do this, you can do this. If both parties are willing, you will both work this out together. Fights and quarrels are just something that can tear us apart, yet it can also bond too. Don't let him go just this once, i know you will regret it dearly. Think about how hard it will be to even think of him next time, how hard it will hurt, how you hurt him once. No babe, don't do this.
Nothing, insignificant, obviously.