My love

The happy moment when you realized he loves you too. :)

Hmmm it all means nothing, absolutely nothing as compared to you now. I've re-read "Love lies" and "Mansfield Park" these few days. Inspirational. And i managed to complete "The perks of being a wallflower" its a good book, so.. realistic x) I realized that i'm missing out a lot. Hmmm thank you for coming into my life, i'm sorry i'm not ready and i'm not good enough for you too. Excuses. Oh wellz. But you mean so much to me.
Awkward moment when you typed "housemunt" instead of "mousehunt"

a walk to remember

without suffering there would be no compassion

I shall do a review on the book, "A walk to remember". Its been awhile since i've last read it, but i still remember how this lovely, bubbly girl, Jamie, affects Landon and the people around her. Can we still find love this pure? Landon once said this in the book "Jamie has faith in me, she wants to make me different, better" Faith, its such a strong word that brings out strong feelings. You put faith in what you do, you put faith in yourself, you have faith in your friends. Faith, faith, faith.

Our love is like the wind, I can't see it, but I can feel it.

the only book that manages to get me crying over and over again ♥

someone like you

I wonder why do we even have second language compulsory. In many other countries, it is hardly as important as subjects like music and art, not saying that its not important. Just less important as compared to those subjects like science and math. But in Singapore, its made compulsory. We may grunt and groan but when the day ends, we all know it serves as nothing but a benefit to us. It is also the second language that attracts foreigners to Singapore, to give their children the education they want. Is it really important for children to know more than one language, and be able to speak and write fluently? The answer is yes. Its mainly building up for future purposes but if you really take time to ponder, what use is there? I just totally contradicted myself.

Peace out guys, i'm back blogging!
Its heartening to see that you care.

one day

And you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive. Look inside you and be strong.

Hero. Some people says heroes are people who actually give without taking. Some might say they are the ones who save the day, who will appear when disasters occur. Spending deep thoughts on this subject, everybody is their own hero. Somebody who can overcome her own fears, step out of her past and stride towards the future, well that's a hero too. Being a hero has no definite or literal definition, as long you do something you think its "good" then yes you're a hero. You can be a hero by saving someone from falling down, or maybe just by donating some money to the unfortunate. As long as it means something to somebody, it qualifies. Ask yourself, have you done anything in your life so far to be claimed as a "hero"?

Its you my love, that i want.

you're on my mind

True.
Have you ever wondered why there's gravity on earth? Well its just something that pulls us on earth, some might say. But if you think carefully, how chaotic will life be if there's absolutely no gravity on earth? Imagine floating pass your three days old shit. Crap why am i talking about this! I guess its still rather revolting to know that there's a predicament of standards, moral values and even judgment. Its just to saddening to see the people known as outcast just because of social differences!
I love you a fiery fireball.

Nothing compares to the joy you bring

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But who knows the definition of "yourself" actually? Its been ages since anyone ever been stagnant towards everything, we're humans, we're bound to adapt to new environments, bound to change, bound to keep improving ourselves. But is it ethical to actually blame someone for changing? No, we all do change, whether its subconsciously or purposely, its not wrong to change. Some people change for the better, some people deteriorate. People say "our destiny is in our hands" but when we are at that helpless moment, who is there to guide us towards the "correct" route? Nobody.

That warm feeling that bubbles when i see your name appear on my phone.

Super bass

Awwww things are getting better in my life! I love reading books! It brings so much joy to my life. Acts as an escape from reality too ;) Mmhmmm i'm confused with my life now, i need time to come to terms with all those shit and yes babe, i will think about it :) In case you decide to stalk me again hahaha but all in all i'm in a better understanding of relationships already, though its still bad. But nawwwww, i'll need time, you gotta be extra extra patient with me.
You make me go all fuzzy woozy.

Don't want an ending

Dear God, please make me see what I'm meant to because i'm slowly losing myself.

Its really heartening when people you love find happiness. Ah, i'm just so happy when people get their happy endings awww. I seriously adore smiles on people faces (y) Okay enough of this talk. Today i shall talk about pride. Pride hinders us from success, but a certain extent of pride is necessary. What will I do without pride, i'll be totally nothing. Insignificant, dust. Intangible.

Send me away with the words of love song.

It was never easy

Maybe its just me.
Don't let him go this time already dear.

Why is it so hard for someone to put a foot forward and overcome her fears? Of course its difficult, it was never easy. But to have guts, to have the courage or just simply the motivation to move forward, that's just what we all need. Where do we find the courage and determination then? We find it from the people we love. If you really wanna do it, keep him with you, nothing can obstruct you. But now you're having thoughts of giving him up.. I know its tiring and all, but just imagine the sweet bliss when you had really won over your mindset. Just imagine what its like to be with him, like literally with him. Its not ethical to let someone as devoted as him wait that long, the more he's devoted, the more he's gonna hurt when you leave him bleeding. You need to mend him, and not give yourself extra burden. You can do this, you can do this, you can do this. If both parties are willing, you will both work this out together. Fights and quarrels are just something that can tear us apart, yet it can also bond too. Don't let him go just this once, i know you will regret it dearly. Think about how hard it will be to even think of him next time, how hard it will hurt, how you hurt him once. No babe, don't do this.
Nothing, insignificant, obviously.

Life is shit

How come some people are just this judgmental and yet they always get the best stuff and they always win? It revolves around the "life isn't fair" statement once again, but since when is life fair? Since when can life satisfy all our needs? When all we wanted is lemon, life will always give you apples. How is it actually fair when all we do is to study for a certain test, and yet the smart ones always get the top position without even studying as much as you? But seriously, if life cruise along your will, how about her and his and her and his will? Life will never be fair, just accept it man.

Its really childish when you guys fight just for such trivial matters. It takes so long and so much to build up a friendship, why destroy it with just one small issue?

Picutres of you

Have you ever tried sitting on a viking/roller coaster, you close your eyes and you feel the wind tickling your ears and that gust of wind that opposes you. Yet you fly up up up~ Its exactly the rush and adrenaline that makes everybody urge to fly. Life is shit nothing more to elaborate. But i suppose its exactly the "shit" that gives me the strength to continue living happily :)
-I wouldn't even exist without you.