"Life sucks and then you die."

Wow, i learnt that i gotta be strong to survive in this complicated world. Its filled w' mean people, aimless tasks and seriously, i hate my life. :( I wanna be some rockstar, someone that actually has an interesting life. Maybe i shouldn't take everything so seriously. Its eating me up. Dying on the inside, yet smiling like a fool on the outside.

I'm impressed w' even myself, the amount of ignorance i'm feigning is escalating.

-I miss the days when you were everything i had.

"The look in your eyes, can turn the tides." ♥

How about i fell apart due to the super demoralizing english marks that is simply disappointing? and how about i changed the phrase "studies become worst" to "studies on a demise" and i got the whole question wrong? I'm sooo sick and tired of getting such bad results already. Everytime i try to make an effort, the results pull me down once again. I'll always grieve for my poor results, its deteriorating, i know it myself. I know this is a test, God, or the teachers, or whoever, is giving me. I know i have to cross this hurdle to improve myself. But what happens when i become the green monster whenever i see other's results? Why don't i have some radioactive brain. Maybe then i can perform like Frankenstein. Maybe i should eat some blue cheese, maybe that'll knock some sense into me. I'm so freaked out by my results alr, i don't wanna hope for anything more. Let's just stay normal and i shall be a normal kid, no acing subjects anymore. :(

"In life, only you can choose your own destiny."

A wake up call. A definite one. I realized how serious the situation is already. I'm thoroughly aware of how complacent i've been since CA1. That's the major factor for my drop in results. Its depressing, hurts to even think about it. Reality vibrates the shit outta me. I'm done for this time. EOY, I'M COMING.

Just what i need now.
Mmmmmmm tastes sooooooooo good yo ;)

"Food is one of life's simplest wonders."

Suck shit, school is gonna reopen. Not gonna post until i get my results? *cross fingers* hope it'll be okay :) Someone grant me cookies and starbucks nowwwwwwwwww ♥

"I think there'll always be a part of me wishing for a part of you."

"True love needs no hidings."

Okay, chionging homework like crazy now. AHS is mentally unstable, spacstically ridiculous and most importantly bizarrely unrealistic for doing all this to us. ASDFGHJKL. It's the worst planning i've ever seen in my life. But sigh, all i have to do is to complete 'em. And i'm definitely gonna be on good records, i suppose. ;) But yeah i have to complete heymath and scrapbook. Chiong these few days bah, enjoy the weekend. :) Yup, jiayou everybody who haven't touched their homework. :P

"Let's just leave the world behind."

I wanna see right through you, through the tears that blinds us both.

Oh, came back from Insomnia! It was pretty awesome :) I like the fort canning part, and indefinitely, SUPPER. Hahahaha, but i didn't eat much. Blehz, i'm going to old kallang airport road to eat again, later :) SUPPER! I was soooooooooo tired. :( Like i wanted to sleep badly. Hahah, anyway, after insomnia i slept like a pig. :D Then, had to drag myself out for some play at the Esplanade. "Thousand Hand Buddha" i think. It was okay lah :) Quite interesting. ^^ Hahahaha, and school starts next week! Holy, next sunday i'll be hyperventilating about unfinished homework. I predict the future (Y)

Happy Father's Day Daddy, you're wonderful and all i need. Love you ♥

"Sometimes the smallest of things can make your day a whole lot better"

I wanna fly up high, and not be burdened by worries.

Leaving home for Insomnia soon! Excited :) Hahaha, yeah. Its gonna be fun, investigating a murder case and all, the best part had got to be supper! Its the best. (Y)

I know you're somewhere out there,

somewhere far away,

I want you back, i want you back.

My neighbors think i'm crazy,

but they don't understand,

You're all i have, you're all i have.

At night when the stars light up my room,

I sit by myself.

Talking to the moon,

Try to get to you,

In hopes you're on the other side,

talking to me tooo

Or am i a fool,

Who sits alone,

talking to the moon~

Been addicted to this song for quite some time. :)

Its a good song actually, emotional and exquisite.

Anyway, i'll post for Insomnia after i'm back.

"Your name open the floodgates to my memories, the memory of you."

Be fearless.♥

Omg, holidays are zooming past like asdfghjkl. Haven't really started on homework and that kinda sucks, badly. But really, this holiday is just filled with aimless days of unfufilling projects that is absolutely meaningless. Caught x-men first class and kungfu panda2 yesterday. It was quite alright, seemingly interesting. Afterwards ate dinner at subway with 'em and went home. My parents are on their second honeymoon to bintam, (y) Hope they enjoy themselves thoroughly there and well, they're coming back tomorrow! God, i missed them so much. :) Holidays are a break for a whatsoshitty life i have, just that my life still sucks. But yeah, i get to read books, watch tv, sleazy huh. "If you're using half your concentration to look normal, then you're only half paying attention to whatever you're doing" -Magneto. Hahahaha, baby po is sooooooooo cute. :)

"Peace was never an option" -Erik.